One step a day for now i am okay with it

I have been searching for my life purpose for 25 years now.

I wonder why i am here
Sitting alone watching the star that i think slowly losing it spark
Asking myself if i am just confuse or too emotional
Thinking too much may be.

Empty, lonely and lost,
Felt like a dog without the owner
looking for the reason to live
keep moving and preserve for my faith.

BUT for somebody living itself is a miracle,
For someone that i know,just finding themselves breathing and smell the morning air is a blessing
to able to survive for another day is something wonderful.

I am just a selfish girl who full of greed and pride
compare to them who think just being alive is a miracle

I am just a person who didn't know how to be grateful
I am just a girl who look up above in the sky but never look what on earth
Never realize and take care of my belonging but envy other
I am just a women who know how to out the blame on others.

Ignoring all the happiness but cherish the sadness.
I am glad that i finally understand living itself is a miracle.

The is no need to have a grand purpose to live no matter what other think

Sometime the reason will be simple and different
Depend on how we see it