I am here now

Okay, I am complicated. One simple question always lead to endless sleep and I just have to write down about this one because I think this is important. But, don't continue reading if you don't like what you are reading. Beberapa bulan yang lalu, masa bercuti sy tertinggal pil perancang di hometown. Jadi laki sy jadi mangsa la kena suruh beli yang baru...dari airport sampai la pharmacy paling dekat dengan rumah barulah jumpa. Kemudian masa makan (yeah...kmi mmg jenis masa makan pun nda habis2 cerita. Malah paling best topik selalu keluar masa makan😆). H: kau tau ka pil kau tu dibuat di India. W:Jadi? H:Kalau dia berkesan kenapa India ada 1.3 billions population W:Tidak tau la. Mungkin accident. Kemudian, tadi petang mcm kebetulan saja ini cerita dari India limpas masa sy buka TV. Mau habis sudah tapi sempat tengok part yg ada kaitan dgn isu d atas. Ringkasnya, Doc ni cakap in India...talking about that part of human body dianggap lucah. Kita semua tahu bagaimana sat

Hello, Sunyi betul blog i ni 😂 Okay, memandangkan dah lama tak post jom zoom up what's new about me.I am a housewife with 2 beautiful sons, Sabahan married to Sarawakian. Emmm...skrg ni menetap di Bakong, Miri.2 hours from the City.  Apa yang best?Almost everything... Sy mmg orang kampung tapi sebelum ni around 2010-2015, I am a city girl gitew.... Tak la city girl yang pijak clubbing,menari tepi2 jalan scene romantik gitew tapi I got full access of internet & life is all about shopping gitew. Well, i pun mcm pmpn lain juga...I love lipstik,heels& colouring my nail? But what about now 😂😂😂😂 Korang nak tau kena follow i ketat-ketat❤❤❤❤

Syok kan kalau ada beranda begini 😆. Lama tidak muncul dalam blog...tiba2 muncul balik masa MCO.  Kamu sihat ka itu? Ada ka yang baca blog saya ini? 😂😂😂 kalau ada kmu komen2 dlu ka...

Let's talk about office affair/relationship  Recently, i am thinking if there is an advantage of office affair. Well, when i mentioned office affair i am not referring to individuals who cheating on their partner. You know, may be there are someone in the workplace who love each other. Again, i believe loving someone who love you back is another miracle. Em... I love watching people and i know there are few couple in the office. I think i understand why, spending 8 hours together for 5 days in a row will make them closer. The co-worker create another community in our live (at least that what i see). What great about office's affair is it will motivated the individuals coming to work but for those who cannot control their emotion it will be hard to not showing their affection to each other in workplace. As long as they know the limit, the limit? Well,once i saw a couple kissing in front of me on the stair (not in office of course-cannot recall where is it). Back then,

Feel tired everyday.... losing control of my life crying for help surround by people but feel alone This is the sign i miss to come to my LORD house

I have been searching for my life purpose for 25 years now. I wonder why i am here Sitting alone watching the star that i think slowly losing it spark Asking myself if i am just confuse or too emotional Thinking too much may be. Empty, lonely and lost, Felt like a dog without the owner looking for the reason to live keep moving and preserve for my faith. BUT for somebody living itself is a miracle, For someone that i know,just finding themselves breathing and smell the morning air is a blessing to able to survive for another day is something wonderful. I am just a selfish girl who full of greed and pride compare to them who think just being alive is a miracle I am just a person who didn't know how to be grateful I am just a girl who look up above in the sky but never look what on earth Never realize and take care of my belonging but envy other I am just a women who know how to out the blame on others. Ignoring all the happiness but cherish the sadness. I